I. [pola]roid rage!

That’s my dad in the glasses and my mommy’s cousin at the grill. I took this picture last summer when I refused to believe the talk that Polaroid film would no longer be produced. When I got the official news, I was stunned. I’ve had that camera since I was little. I remember thinking how truly magical it was. I could take a picture and have it fully developed only seconds later. Talk about instant gratification.
Now I have a panic attack every time I try to eBay 600 film. The thought of spending so much money at all once doesn’t read as an investment to me, the way it should. A was nice enough to push me over the edge. eBay had a bit of a glitch the other day that resulted in 35% back. Instead of $100, A got me 80 polaroids for $75. He’s so good to me and this is one of many reasons why I love him.
Now I can’t decide what to use my beautiful polaroids on. They’re so limited, that is unless I decide to buy some more. Eeeeh. All I want to spend my money on these days is fashion foward clothing for work. Haha, so sue me! I want to be well dressed!
II. Interior Design
It hurts! IT HURTS!!!
I swear, it’s like pulling teeth this interior design shit. There are very, very talented people out there with a real knack for decorating small spaces. Somehow, feeling overwhelmed and just plain scared, I’m not sure I’m one of those design prodigies.
Thank God for the internet. There is a lot of free information out there, especially on blogs. One of my favorites is:
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Everything from the little trinkets to the amazing color schemes to the tricks to making spaces look larger — it’s all good information and that’s what gets me though. Absolutely everything looks wonderful, it’s painful to make a hard decision. I can’t even choose a color for my bedroom wall. I already know I’m getting some furniture from my cousins’ old place. It’s just lying around since they moved back home and now I get to use it, whether I like it or not. My grandma isn’t a huge fan of the furniture taking up space.
The furniture is your basic fresh out of college furniture.
- a nice wooden table with white painted legs
- 4 chairs that decently match the table
- a metal frame black futon (which will surely match with no elegant paint I choose… I find black extremely harsh)
- a desk that’s about 5 years old — kind of misleading since it was never put together
Things I already have:
- every kitchen appliance and utensil necessary to cook a gourmet meal
- random desk shit (thanks college… 4 years to accumulate paperclips, tape, staplers, and mechanical pencils without erasers)
- 2 pillows
Furniture I will definitely need:
- a full mattress (and I’m just going to use the box spring that comes with it because I’m ON A BUDGET HERE PEOPLE!)
- a coffee table (tricky since my “couch” is a black metal futon)
- random side and bed tables
- lamps
- a medium sized dresser (MAJOR PLUS — my closet is HUGE! Oh dear… and all those clothes I must buy to fill it to the brim… mmmmm, ah yes.)
- a desk chair
- maybe a couch depending on how much I don’t want that futon
- tons and tons of decorations!!! (twinnie will most likely pick these out since I don’t have a faintest idea where to start with that)
- a coat rack — yeah I know, I’m not sure why either.
Well, that’s my list for now. I’m sure it will grow, granted I don’t go ahead and spend $3000 dollars on pencil shirts, cute blouses, sweaters, and unnecessary pumps. At least I can justify and say it’s ALL FOR WORK.
Money!!! I need money now. I feel like dying my hair was a mistake. It’s so light that I need to get my roots done every 4-5 weeks. That hurts a bit when it ends up being like $350 each time. Jesus. I can’t wait for work to start.





1 Comment
22 June 2008 at 10:18 pm
awww yeah, no more Polaroid film is really sad. :\
another really good source for apartment decorating is: http://apartmenttherapy.com and http://saucydwellings.livejournal.com
good luck with the decor!